Monday, January 29, 2007

~ The Adventurer Chronicle 23 ~
"The door closed behind them. The window of the room was still open, it gave a little light to the room coming from the town square just outside the inn. The simple room had two beds, one desk and a big closet. The door near the closet led to the bathroom.
They dropped their bags on the corner and headed for their beds. Maelstron stopped half way staring at the wall near his bed.
- What is it? Something wrong? - asked Cid while taking the bed sheet off his bed.
- Yes. Something is not in place here. But I can't get a good reading.
- Ok, wait on a second while I scan this place.
Cid grabbed his bag took to his bed and sat down while he searched in it for the scanner. Maelstron kept looking around the room, just standing there in the middle, his eyes passed through the beds, but they felt normal, he looked toward the window, someone could enter it during the night, but that would make him up, so that was not a problem.
- Got it. - said Cid turning on the scanner. - Lets see what is going on in this area.
Maelstron turned to the rest of the room, the closet, seemed to be empty, so nothing there. Same thing with the desk. Then he turned back, looking at the door. The dark brown wooden door appeared to be nothing out of the ordinary, but there seemed to be something wrong in that direction. But what was it? Could it be in another room? No, the feeling would be fainter. But what was wrong with the door? He look to both sides of it expecting to spot a clue.
- Well, there seems to be five active spells surrounding this inn.
- What? - ask Maelstron with a surprised expression on his face. He turned towards Cid to see what that was about.
At that moment Cid look at him to tell the active spells, but his words got stuck when he saw a person move from the wall near the door up to behind his friend with a thin blade in his hand ready for strike. His tried to yell watch out, but for some reason the words didn't come out. He glanced at the scanner, some new spell just went active.
Maelstron look a bit confused seeing Cid mutter words that didn't come out. But soon the situation came clear when the flesh ripping feeling slid through his back, and his yell of pain vanished with his breath. Cid didn't have much time to think as the second person charged from the same wall as the other. He reached for his pole, standing between his nightstand and the bed, he nearly had time to block the sword from his aggressor.
The pain in his back was not the greatest, hell he had far much worse wounds, but being surprise attacked was fairly disappointing. But if this happened to him, what would have gone in the girls room? This drew his attention to the pressing matter, no time to waste. He quickly turned to face his opponent, and grabbed the arm holding the blood stained weapon. As he looked back his sense got hold of the rune of silence in the door, it was quite imperceptible but his sense was good. So with a quick movement he twisted the arms of his aggressor, and took the blade of his hands. Holding him facing the window he took the blade and thrust it into the door breaking the seal.
- Take care of these guys! I'll go check the girls.
- Ok, go on.
With that said he pushed his captive for the window and with a weak blast of energy he threw him out the window. He rushed towards the wall that separated their room from the girls', a dark round portal formed just some centimeters from the wall and he disappeared into it. While this Cid had kick the enemy back and was now standing facing him. He had to be careful, the room wasn't big enough for him to swing his pole freely. So with a faint attack he diverted the enemy attention and swung to hit his waist, connecting without trouble. He put some strength into it and swung his opponent a bit around the room and out of the window, already broken by his comrade.
So now he could take the battle outside where he could attack with the glaive without fear of destroying the place. As he jumped out the window he noticed there was only one enemy out there to face.
- ...... scan for the other enemy!
He gripped the glaive and swung down on the visible enemy. He blocked the attack, but was staggered by the blow, Cid was much stronger than him. Cid took this opportunity to swing with all his power, connecting with his enemy ribs. This knocked him very far, with great pain. He stood there on the ground just trying to grip himself and endure the pain. Cid was now preparing to attack the other one, he concentrated his energy, he just needed to know where the other one was.
His wrist watch glowed with the map of the area, where a green dot indicated the position of the hidden enemy. With a concentrated swing of his weapon Cid created a succession of wind blasts the flew towards his enemy, catching him off his guard taking a full blow and lending unconscious on the ground. Cid walked ..."
~ End of Part 23 ~

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Shimmering Limits
It seems as I've wondered near my limits.
It's not that limit all know so well between good and evil. It's a strange place. Deep within the darkness, following the very dark blue lights you come to a place very isolated. The sound of a nearby waterfall fills the air, the smell of wet flowers and the mix of fear are all around me. There is little light mostly coming from the ground. The sky seems brown, but it's so dark up there it is hard to tell, there are some occasional lightning bolt crossing it. On the ground several lines cross. The emit a very faint white, blue light. But they don't seem to be crossing altogether, they are.... they.... they are shimmering.
These lines, they mark the limit. Limit between lots of things, where love turns to hate, where sanity ends, where you take decisions opposed to your own preferences. Thats why they are not still, because limits have thin boundaries, that are unclear.
As I stand there, where the crossing lines oscillate from one side to another, I find my own will to be doubtful. There is also a voice a heard recently, that seems to reverberate with the same feeling as me, at least in part. What do I want? I can't seem to find something I really want, that is, I know what my heart wants, but I know not if it now will make me happy.
I don't was has happened. I've just been walking, lately I haven't been alone, at least not physically, but it somehow drove me to will being completely alone. Maybe it is just a reaction to being constantly surrounded by people and feeling so apart from them, not personal connection.
I've know I was different for a long time, but never have I felt so left out. Standing in the limit is making me confused, this time I think I wandered too far.
So against my normal way, I think being alone is best, even if I wish I had someone by my side. I guess, what I really wish for, is someone who is a little more like me, someone who wants my by his/her side. Of course, maybe this is just because of that little voice I heard. I'd just like more meaningful relationships. Hehehe, or I just miss having a good game to play.
Well, since I'm here, might as well enjoy it. Let's sit there by that tree, and rest a little, by the sound of running water. Such peace.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Criticism?
So, we have been getting a lot of new movies coming to the theater near us. As usual. There is so many movies to go around that we could spend a lot of time seeing them if we wished it. Of course, humans are selective, so no one wouldn't just any movie.
But what is the criteria do decide which movie is worth the two hours it takes from your life?
Some people pay attention to what their friends say. This could be good for them, so long as they share a generally common opinion with their friends, or respect their opinion about movies. Of course this situation is fairly uncommon.
Other see what movie critics say. Have you ever stopped to analyze their opinion? These "critics" are people selected from an elitist group whose only interest in movies are those which make them think, or in my playful point of view, movies which get very interesting when using marijuana. I've seen a lot of movies and read the reviews, and I find that their opinion many times couldn't be farther away from mine. Guess to some people they could serve the criteria purpose.
Internet sites of movie reviews?! Same problem as before, except that these people are not all with the same opinion, but they go to the limit with the word critic. It's not that most movies ARE good, most of them aren't, but to them, everything is a defect. It's less about being an enjoyable film or not, and more about finding what's wrong with it. I'd say their opinion is as respectable as one from a slug. But hey ^^, some people like it.
So if you're not in the above situations, where are you?! On the side of those who simply DON'T CARE. People who don't care what the critics said, what their friends think and what is the gossip on the internet. They may take in consideration all that they hear, but in the end their on opinion is taken much stronger than others'. This category will fail to see movies of their liking less than other, but have an incredibly higher chance of wasting two hours of their lives. Bring something to do in the theater in this case XD.
The thing is. There will never be a way to know how good is something before time. But it is up to us to chose what is more worth, wasting two hours to possibly get a good movie, or not seeing the movie and risking to never see a perfectly good movie.
This applies not only to movies, but to books as well, and to any other art or entertainment. The simple question if is worth your time. There are some many good movies out there, good books, good game, beautiful scenery and wonderful foods. We don't have time to enjoy them all, and that's why we are do demanding.
But next time you find yourself wasting completely two hours, just think that you could have risked seeing a great movie.
Just one last thing that I don't get. When did we get so critic about cinema? You see many great, or simply interesting movies, and for some reason I don't get everyone is talking bad about it. When did old morals, those seen in many Disney movies, turn to a bad thing? I've seen a lot of people criticize badly a movie just because it preaches morals of good, honesty, friendship, righteousness and honor. Why? Some people say a movie is not good because it has nothing NEW. Come on people, we all know that we used much more than most people could imagine, it's freaking hard to create something unseen. Just because a movie uses some catch that has been used a lot, doesn't mean it's a bad movie.
I for one, have very few regrets of movies seen. Some I like to joke saying they don't deserve the name they carry, but I think they're good nonetheless. I see children movies, comedies, romantic movies, thriller, some drama, I've seen some horror, scientific fiction and of course action movies. They're all nice to me, serve the purpose of wasting two hours of my life
with an enjoyable movie. Of course I prefer some genres, and some movies I've seen only to make company to someone, but none of them were as bad as I hear people talking around about some movies. I wonder why?

Sunday, January 21, 2007

A Refuge
For the past days, and some days two weeks ago, I have read almost all of my blog, this all for the purpose of labeling my posts accordingly.
It is interesting to see all that has been written here. I look at old poetries and think that I used to be a good poetry writer, I think of my old inspirations, maybe I used to have more of them. There is also many analysis about life, which reflects mostly my point of view about this world. I see also my old sorrows, and realize that a lot has gone by, I've been through many things, and of course I whined quite a lot. And last, there is my Chronicles, which are very important to me, and where I put most my writing efforts.
Now, after a ten day trip, I see more than ever that this blog has become a great part of my life. It's not like a journal, I do not write my everyday events. Its not a diary where one talks about one's life, nor a place for confessions. It is what it is, a Whirlpool of Thoughts, my thoughts. I am an observer, most of my time, even while doing other things, I am constantly observing life, the mere cause and consequence of actions, and with so I never stop thinking about things. For many reasons I have no one to tell these thoughts. No one interested in hearing my Chronicles and discussing the history behind my book, no one there to hear me whine(at least not anymore) and none who has shown any sign of interest in my point of view of life. This is why I found an alternative, a place to put my thoughts out, and leave them out through time and space.
Oddly enough, even though this is a big part of my life, I never actually shared it with anyone. I never hid it, or would lie about it, I just failed to see a reason to tell people about it. I'm not a fan of all that, "Hey here's the link to my blog/flog, pleas comment.", and I had very few people who gave me reasons to tell them about this part of me. Of course the lack of proper approach to the subject, and failed external interest, no one asked me, so I personally told about this place to very few people. But during some times, it was there for people to discover, and I leave it to people who are paying attention, and of course are interested.
I would lie if I said I didn't want lots of people reading my blog and always commenting. As it reflects part of my life I think that some people would be bothered or feel awkward about somethings if they read it, besides, its always sad to see someone fail to give attention to something important to you because they are not interested.
On the good side, my choices led to very interesting surprises, as with each new person showing their interest, showing they actually read this and commenting I felt a little happier. Some people paid attention to the simple signs, some were at the right place at the right time and some just stumbled upon this place. And it feels great to see people showing interest in my life.
This place became special to me, and I hope it brings interesting and exciting things to someone else's life. I want to post more often, but of course I am limited by time and creativity. My chronicles, I have so many ideas for it, but its hard to find the words, and since they are very important to me, I put much effort into them, mustering all my expertise into my writing skills, so they can be the best, and I try not to post until they are satisfying.
As time passes many things may change, but I think I won't stop writing here anytime soon. Maybe in time this may become a very interesting place for people to read, and I hope everyone that reads it enjoys it more with each post. This is just a part of the great whirlpool of thoughts that is my mind.
Thanks for your comments. And for those who accompanied me through the hardest time of my life.
If I get the inspiration back I may post some poetry.
I'll try to put the chronicles more often.
If anyone wants to see my opinion on a subject, or a creative post about something, just put a comment or e-mail me. It never hurts to get new subjects.
And I'll try to set up Picasa and post some pictures here.

This is a part of me, of my life. Enter if you will, the doors are open, but beware of the traps and labyrinths. Its not a place you should damage, so think good about your actions while in there. Just learn how to search and you may find rare and hidden beauties. It is just up to you to venture into the unknown, but you'll be welcome if you have interest, and only wish well.

PS: It has been a real trouble to put this post up as the power here at home went down TWICE while I was writing, so it turned out very different from what it started at. But at last it is done.

Friday, January 19, 2007

All we need is a little magic.
This world is dull!
It doesn't take me a ten-day trip to realize that. Rather it took the ten-day trip plus a movie to get it in the right words.
Many people would disagree with me saying that the world is not dull. Well the dull I mean is not in the usual sense of dull.
When you travel about three thousand kilometers, where most of the time you are at 110 kilometers per hour, when you've dodged many huge holes and turned in some curves at the limit you begin to ask yourself why would anyone drive a car at approximately 300 kilometers per hour in a tight car doing rather sharp curves?
The answer is the same as to why would anyone do a parachute jump from a 30000 feet airplane.
Adrenaline.
Contrary to most species we humans do not have the constant threat to life, we don't need to hunt, escape a predator or fight amongst ourselves to mate. So one could say we live a very calm life.
Of course I am aware of the dangers of our society, and the very problems of our life stile. But in the end, few are the moments where our blood fills with adrenaline. And that is why we search to challenge ourselves and risk our lives. Because we miss adrenaline.
So not to go too far from topic, this is why I say that this world is dull.
We live our lives without stopping to pay attention to many things that surround us. We grow used to routines, and to conformism.
But it is very easy to get our attention to something near us. All it takes is a bit of magic. A new way to show something that sounds interesting and intriguing. If only we could incite people to enjoy a part of their world that has a lot of magic, but has been forgotten in the daily routine.
There is no need to risk our lives to get adrenaline in the blood, all we need is to realize all the interesting and unknown things that surround us, just waiting for us to explore, and get to know them. All we need in our lives is a little bit of magic.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

~ The Adventurer Chronicle 22 ~
"... over the mountain they saw a most terrorizing surprise.
- This is Mithrel? What is going on here?! - asked Selina with a ghostly expression.
- They... they are going... to war!! - stuttered Cid trying to scan how many people were there.
- What?! That can't be, with such an army they can take both of the south kingdoms, then there will be few kingdoms that can stop them.
- Not to mention the mass murder that will take place. - intervened Artanis.
- Thousands will be killed if we don't do so...
- There is about two hundred thousand warriors just in the from preparation, I bet there is much more inside and around. There is nothing we can do.
- There has t...
- There is something wrong here. - said Maelstron.
- What?
- I have no idea, but I feel weird, Cid check the history of the kingdom.
Down the mountain near a forest a bit to the east, stood the great helm of Mithrel Putinis, with its majestic castle. Near the center of the plains was a tall tower surrounded by a fort, probably the shield generator. A bit to side there could be seen a huge rectangular building, the world known Maze Cage of the Stars, a place know the have its own dimension, where great long mazes appeared for no reason, where monsters never seen before roamed freely, where tells the legend there is a treasure of unimaginable power at the end, if there is an end of course. Many played there, but most gave up after finding monsters too strong for them and some died trying to find the fabled prize.
They stood there, lost, with no idea what to do next, their plan could not go forward with this. Some venture to say this was a truly beautiful sight, but most agree it was more scary. Two hundred thousand people working together, preparing, training, building, planing and getting ready for war. An army unusually organized, so many people with weapons, and no ordinary weapons, with vehicles, mounts and many strange machinery and beasts roaming in their plains. If they were as good in a fight as they seem organized they surely would slaughter countless people.
- Come on Cid, before we get spotted here.
- What, oh sure, it says here that this kingdom was always in peace with the other two, their main business was the market and the cage which kept attracting people to the kingdom and lastly the never had a big army, but seemed to have a very successful market creating powerful magical weapons and equipment.
- So there's no reason for them to build a massive army and take down other kingdoms?
- None.
- Wait. - said Artanis - they may just be organizing their defenses against the other.
- No! - said Diterok calmly raising his head and looking seriously int Maelstron's eyes. - I've had a glimpse of a not so distant past... they've been here!
Most of the group seemed a bit confused, or maybe just in doubt, but they stood there in silence. Maelstron and Cid look at each other concern was taking over, this made things worse if their suspicion was right.
- Are you sure of what you saw right? Because you know this means they stop being just a bunch of powerful enemies with some masochistic desire to see the world destroy itself, and now become the same powerful enemies with desires, but now with a massive army almost ready to spread carnage through the world.
- I'm afraid I'm certain, though I have no idea on to what extent they are involved in this, I just said they came here some time ago.
- You mean those guys we fought are behind this army?!
- Now this is promising. We got beaten up when it was just them, but I KNOW you don't expect us to go against and army this big.
- No we won't, we are strong, but no nearly as powerful to take an army. I would say under other circumstances that we could organize our own army, but...
- Since most kingdoms are either ON war, or simply trying to defend their own people, we would have no success in gathering people to fight. It is hopeless.
They all looked concerned to each other, they felt the little hope they had fade. After some time of silence Diterok said:
- We should investigate, know what is going on here, and how did they build such an army in so little time.
- While we are at it, we may find some pretty good equipment for us. - said Maelstron with the usual grin.
- Ok so here..."

~ End of Part 22 ~