A New Step
Time passes.
People go on forward.
Birds migrate.
New people are born.
And finally...
FINALLY!!!
I graduate from college.
Of course my diploma hasn't come out yet. But at least I don't have to study anymore. No more worries, no more late studies.
Now I get to come home and do whatever I want.
And as I said, I'm trying to catch up on things that are important to me.
But these two last weeks have been a little busy, with going out, and preparing for the championship tomorrow.
Well, back to training.

A Shaking Message
It is impressive how humans can be so shaken by something so simple.
Maybe it is just me then... who knows.
I got this message, pretty simple, nothing forward. But for some reason I'm captivated, mesmerized. I want to know who sent it.
I was already leaving when I got it, so I left.
But part of my mind stay behind.
I should have at least answered it, or maybe stayed a while to see who sent it.
After my evening plans, as I was heading home, I kept thinking I should have went back, to see if the sender was still there.
But I went home.
How can this unimportant event bestow such regret on me? After all, it meant nothing, and nothing has changed for me. So why do I care so much?
I guess this goes for everyone.
I guess that deep down, when we feel like this, it is because we know that there could have been a great outcome. We know that we rejected not a single event, but a potentially huge opportunity.
I can believe that part of us, the uncharted, spirit linked, unconscious part knows what is best. Before any other relevant piece of information is brought into the picture. We know that going left is better than right, even when we don't know what is on each side, but we have the natural ability to choose a different path. But very often we feel that we should have done things the other way around, like we felt like, but we listen to logic, which clouds the mind against this precognition we have. But this is what I believe, and of course, it isn't easy to follow your instincts, even when you believe in them.
But still, I'm impressed how much I'm hung up on this.
Maybe next time, I'll stick around to see what my future holds. After all every one should do one thing, every day, that scares them.

An old debt
My honor compels me.
I've wrong in the past.
And others covered for me.
People who should not have paid,
and yet felt like it was their obligation.
Now, as things have changed.
My plans delayed.
I can shift my priority.
And give new purpose for the money stored.
As of now, I'm settling this debt.
One which was never asked for.
One no one knew about,
only me and my code of honor.
Tears for acceptance.
For the unexpected surprise.
Now it begins.
The money shall return,
to those who deserve it.