One Year More
Well, today one of my oldest friends is getting older, yes one year more, and another birthday. Since she is going to a wedding I won't be able to see her, and due to lack of time we probably won't be able to see each other until mid december. Well, it is a little sad, but I guess we have no other choice.
But, well, even knowing she will never see this site I have no better option than do this here.
Happy birthday Joyce, I hope everything keeps working for you like it has up until now. I wish that you challenges are less stressing and make you grow even stronger. I admire the way you keep up the energy to go around, always smiling and always helping other people, specially making them feel better all the time. You're a very special person, too bad we can't be together more often, but at least it seems your life is taking through a very happy road, I hope you keep on it. But if you ever need any help or support you know you can call me.
Forever your friend, always praying for your happiness,
Thomas.

Well like only fate could have it, tomorrow is MY birthday, some people may recall this from the event last year on the same day. Well tomorrow many things were supposed to happen, many good things, reason for me to believe I was going to die... but thats just a little joke of mine. This year's november 19th is the day the new generation console of Nintendo is released, the Nintendo Wii, I'm expecting to get mine around december 10. Also on november 19th, there was going to be the Eletronic Game Show, event where they show and display the interesting news of the entertainment industry, unfortunately for some reason unknown to me it was canceled. And almost most important, on this day, here in São Paulo, there will be a presentation of the world tour of Video Games Live, where a Symphonic Orchestra plays some great songs from the video game industry, I've been wainting for this event for many months, I already have my ticket, and I'll be hoping to hear some of my favorite songs.
Well lots of good things for tomorrow, but this somehow got me scared, as today many things went differently from what I expected. But I guess changes in plans do not scare me, but something struck me this weekend, I've been living without support, company, compassion, understanding, or put it simply, without any friendship I am trully proud. Except for one person, I have drifted so distant from everyone that was dear to me. Yeah, days near my birthday usually get me in this mood. I don't know, so many things to make me happy in the future, but I don't see anyone near me to share this happiness, is this right? I feel kind of empty, maybe I'm just tired.
Well I guess I'll go take a long bath in the tub and try to relax.
Happy birthday Joyce, and the same to everyone having a birthday today ^^'