~ Void ~
"...I could feel the energy flow, somehow all energy around was being pulled toward de center of the mountain, I knew I shouldn´t go on, but something familiar was drawing me there.
The wind stopped for a moment and gave way to the sensation of being in the void, some steps farther I found this hole in the wall, it was pulling everything there, so I tried to stand my groung while I observed that strange phenomenom. For a while I could see the light vanishing inside, time seemed instable, like tima could not pass around there.
I could feel my merory´s cleaning up, toughts, worries, feelings all slipped from me into the rift. For almost all the time I felt home, my mind was clear, and the void inside me felt like many times before. It was hard to understand, or even explain, but I knew I felt connected with the void outside me.
Some time later, I could feel my very existance being taken from me... I hesitated, i wanted to go all in, be lost in tima and space, so my mind and heart would finally rest forever. Then I broke my toughts and went back, when I got far enough I realized the only thing that was completely uneffected by the void was one, and only one, memory...yours...
Though it felt good to be unworried, I felt lonely without you, now more than ever. I set out to find another way in life, to search for you, for a way to be with you. I thought that maybe some day in the future when is were to die, this could be a way..."
~ Part of the Lost Diary ~