I must say.... happiness is a really strange thing...
I was feeling normal, almost happy with no reason...
I was even trying to help a friend...
But why? Why this sudden change of mood? Is it just jealousy?
No it can´t be... jealousy does not hurt like this...
Envy? Maybe...
But I actually imagine this is the pain of loosing a friend. I feel stolen, abandoned... oh Hell.
I am lost...