~ The Adventurer Chronicle 14 ~
"...after some time I began to wonder if there was a point to persue a goal you can't reach.
I asked myself if I should keep fighting even knowing that there was no way I could win, or better, I would need a real miracle to win. There was nothing I could do to make a difference, so why should I keep killing my soul in vain. I wandered for days without aim, just going where the wind blew me. Until I ended up discovering that the real purpose of this fight was not for me to win, it was just to make the world different, so that someone who can win would actually step up for the fight. So I kept fighting until now, only hoping that I could change the outcome of the war even if I do not win.
I never cared much about getting myself killed. But now I just fear that I could die with never feeling..."
~ End of Part 14 ~