I feel so alone...
Searching through the dark I find my close friends not close enough or just not helpful. I am sorry if I fail with my obligations as a friend.
If I had any Strength left I would help every one.
But I loosing a friend and seeing my life colapse around me is taking a toll much greater then expected.
I miss doing fun stuff with you. I miss going to the movies with you. I miss playing games with you.
I just hope to have a chance to be a part of your life again.
I will try to find strength in my friends, in my studies. But you could help so much and you have no idea...