I wander through the dark forest, as I persue a unique treasure...
I has been hard to keep track of it, my path is full of dangers, and discoveries that hurt, but as I go deep this way, I now find myself alone, standing in a unknown forest, far from my friends, far from help...
As I find myself close to my objective, my soul rest in a strange way of being in peace, but the closer I get the more vulnerable I become to the other dangers that surrounded me. So many voices, I hear them try to convince me to give up, to keep away from this treasure, so many voices, that my own voice has become an echoing mix of the other voices. I know deep inside that I must keep going after this one thing, but even my reason thinks that I should go away and try to find confort in the arms of a safe, common shiny crystal, the one you know that will be by your side, even if it does not satisfy you.
Though I hear these voices, I still feel alone, and as the distance between me and her grows bigger, I feel lost, desperate, unable to do anything, unable to love and appreciate life, I feel weak, and the only thing that gives me strenght to keep walking in the dark forest, is the slight chance of finding her...... or finding another treasure, one that will be by my side........
I feel weak, lost and alone...
my cry for help is not heard,
what should I do???