~ Inner Monologue ~
Oh, then tell me, have I not always treated you well?
I guess not. I´m sorry, I didn´t mean to.
If there is one sure thing is that I want you to be happy!
But I guess my way of showing it does not correspond to your expectations,that is, if you have any.
The way things are, I imagine you do not like me, maybe I just don´t add any good things to your life, after all, why would any one want to be with me?!
My biggest mistake was letting this feeling grow inside, now it is way out of proportion, I guess I should never have expected you to love me, or even think you would stand by my side, as a friend, a true friend.
Anyway, you don´t seem very concerned with this relations. I do understand your reasons, but for me this is just painful, I can´t live without you, but near you I get treated like someone bad. I know I don´t deserve your love, but I hoped I was wrong, or at least I could get your frienship.
I can´t take it anymore...
I need you...
I love you...
Without you,
I´d rather die.
For I feel like my soul is already dead...
~ End Monologue ~