Ok.... foi-se o feriado, não fiz nada das minhas obrigações...
Me sinto envergonhado.... porém, em minha defesa eu naum tive condições de fazer nada. Nos dias que naum teve gente aqui eu fiquei passando mal e agonizando sozinho, e quando teve gente eu fiquei vendo filme, jogando RPG, ou UT... agora q as coisas estão voltando ao normal espero conseguir cumprir com minhas obrigações...
Bem a vida segue, sem o apoio necessário, mas com força vinda do fundo da alma...
*Usando bateria de emergência*
oh well....
and so we go on... Never Giving Up on Our Instincts....

Just a bit of pain, and these words call my memory....
as a wise saying I read once..... I feel these words in their full meaning...

"To love and not be loved...
there sure are fates more painfull
but none more cruel."

I'm tired. I'm so tired, Selan. Let me sleep for a while next to you...

As I fall once more, this time covered in blood, I realize that I have nothing to do...
I can´t change history, fate or whatever, I can´t live with this situation... each image, each sound, each time I don´t look, each wonder and each time I sense... each time is a new cut, a new slash in my soul, this is wearing me out very fast, and each time is getting more frequent and more close to ultimate demise.
As I say this last words, I leave only one message. To all my friends, each of you know how much I love you, and proportional to that love I wish you eternal happiness. May your roads be sweet and kind, may your love bring peace to you mind, may your friends be true and loyal, and your fortune be great and royal.
As from now on, I WILL NOT answer any messages, will not talk, will not call for anyone, until..... until...... something happen....

Get ready, love will leave you crying
Its gonna hurt you, till your heart is dyin'
Can't excape it, ain't no use in trying
No exception, love will leave you crying too
Till your a broken man, poor you

The day you see her, a lovely stranger
You only pray that soon you'll know her name
You finally touch her, and your in danger
It won't be long before you feel the pain

Cause your emotions will overtake you
You'll look for heaven in her big brown eyes
But she's no angel, and she'll forsake you
It shouldn't come as any great suprise

Passion really isn't happiness
There is trouble in her sweet caress
Lost in confusion
You'll drown in your delusion
If you don't run

Get ready, love will leave you crying
Its gonna hurt you, till your heart is dyin'
Can't excape it, ain't no use in trying
No exception, love will leave you crying too
Till your a broken man, poor you

You think you're macho, a real soldier
But you have never seen this woman smile
You can't resist her, you can't control her
Soon you'll be as helpless as a little child

You feel so foolish, but just remember
There is no man who wouldn't be her slave
She's hot as fire, cold as december
Her kiss will drive you to an early grave

Every time you try to run away
Your desires gonna make you stay
Still in her power weaker by the hour
Why even fight

Get ready, love will leave you crying
Its gonna hurt you, till your heart is dyin'
Can't excape it, ain't no use in trying
No exception, love will leave you crying too
Till your a broken man, poor you

Passion really isn't happiness
There is trouble in her sweet caress
Lost in confusion
You'll drown in your delusion
If you don't run

Get ready, love will leave you crying
Its gonna hurt you, till your heart is dyin'
Can't excape it, ain't no use in trying
No exception, love will leave you crying too
Till your a broken man, poor you

This song... my soul... these words...

If Only Tears Could Bring You Back

How will I start
Tomorrow without you here
Who's heart will guide me
When all the answers disappear

Is it too late
Are you too far gone to stay
This one's forever
Should never have to go away

What will I do
You know I'm only half without you
How will I make it through

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me

I'd cry you an ocean
If you'd sail on home again
Wings of emotion
Will carry you, I know they can

Just light will guide you
And your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting
Into the arms of your true north

Look in my eyes
And you will see a million tears have gone by
And still they're not dry

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me

I hold you close
And shout the words I only whispered before
For one more chance, for one last dance
There's nothing that I would not give and more

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me

~ Presentation ~
I feel it is my duty to present myself.
The name is Maelstron.
I came here with the only purpose of protecting Thomas, who is having a hard time in his life. Since he was too weak to protect himself, I came to take some blow in his place while he recovers.
I have been resting in a place almost like heaven, it is known only as: "The Flower Field". I heard he call out for me sometimes and when I reallized that he was in deep need of help I came.
So for sometime, I will be the one posting here, even if it is something he wants to say.
Just so that everyone who reads this know that I am another person...
Cordialy,
Maelstron.

I wander through the dark forest, as I persue a unique treasure...
I has been hard to keep track of it, my path is full of dangers, and discoveries that hurt, but as I go deep this way, I now find myself alone, standing in a unknown forest, far from my friends, far from help...
As I find myself close to my objective, my soul rest in a strange way of being in peace, but the closer I get the more vulnerable I become to the other dangers that surrounded me. So many voices, I hear them try to convince me to give up, to keep away from this treasure, so many voices, that my own voice has become an echoing mix of the other voices. I know deep inside that I must keep going after this one thing, but even my reason thinks that I should go away and try to find confort in the arms of a safe, common shiny crystal, the one you know that will be by your side, even if it does not satisfy you.
Though I hear these voices, I still feel alone, and as the distance between me and her grows bigger, I feel lost, desperate, unable to do anything, unable to love and appreciate life, I feel weak, and the only thing that gives me strenght to keep walking in the dark forest, is the slight chance of finding her...... or finding another treasure, one that will be by my side........
I feel weak, lost and alone...
my cry for help is not heard,
what should I do???